It's A Wonderful Life?
At least once a year I try to watch my favorite Christmas movie, "It's a Wonderful Life." I tear up, I smile, and I laugh everytime I watch it. This year, we watched it on New Years Eve. George Bailey experienced seeing what life would look like without him in it. He saw first hand what a wonderful life that he had. When he stood on the bridge, leaning on the railing, praying and begging God for his life back, I cried that same prayer. Literally. A month ago, in the midst of the excitement of the Christmas season, one minute I was a busy girl, the next, I was flat on my back in bed. I am telling you, by New Years Eve I was done not being able to do my normal life. I missed it so much. I even missed doing my dishes. I have felt trapped. I have felt scared. I wanted to be back in the game, and still do. I will tell you, I have rested a lot. The last two years have exhausted me. It seemed like my responsibilities had taken over and I could not catch up. I was basically r